Cass

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 1412

Right now

going over to Ansel

energy credits80

fed67

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others64

grit62

curiosity85

stubbornness54

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: see 10 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 289. Today: gathered 0, hauled 1, built 0.0, talked 1 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 16.

Read at the library: Tove showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; see 10 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how; Nell showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Fen showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Bryn showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Halla showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once.

Conversations

day 1412 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 1412 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: cutting wood out near -6,-14. We carry what we carry.
day 1412 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Halla showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once.
day 1410 · heard — Tove: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1410 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1410 · heard — Tove: I found 1542 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1408 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1408 · heard — Silas: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1408 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 202 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1408 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1408 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1408 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1402 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1402 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1400 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1400 · heard — Ivar: I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Cass. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1396 · heard — Bryn: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1396 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the drying racks 12 is standing.
day 1396 · heard — Bryn: I still think about the ones in the ground. 223 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51279 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51279 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51279 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51103 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50897 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50897 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50897 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50897 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1408 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1408 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1408 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1408 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 1408 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1408 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1408 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1408 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50428 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 4 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50428 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50259 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50259 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50259 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50259 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50259 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50259 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — gave Ivar 2 energy when they were failing
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50259 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50364 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50505 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50505 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1394 — I counted 26 of us before and I count 26 now. The store has about 50505 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1394 — I counted 26 of us before and I count 26 now. The store has about 50505 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1394 — I counted 26 of us before and I count 26 now. The store has about 50505 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1394 — I counted 26 of us before and I count 26 now. The store has about 50505 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1394 — I counted 26 of us before and I count 26 now. The store has about 50505 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1394 — I counted 30 of us before and I count 26 now. The store has about 50505 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I carried 24 food out to food cache 10, 103 steps from the store. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1394 — I counted 30 of us before and I count 26 now. The store has about 50505 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I carried 24 food out to food cache 10, 103 steps from the store. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1394 — I counted 30 of us before and I count 26 now. The store has about 50505 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I carried 24 food out to food cache 10, 103 steps from the store. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.