Fen

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 1412

Right now

walking out to see what else is out there

energy credits105

fed71

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others54

grit54

curiosity27

stubbornness78

Wants: to have a house with a door that shuts. Working towards: pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 314. Today: gathered 0, hauled 1, built 0.0, talked 1 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 11.

Read at the library: get food 19 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; Bryn showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; how a wheel turns a drag into a roll; Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Fen showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Cass showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; get food 27 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to get food 35 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 35 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to get food 43 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 43 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; see 10 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 1410 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1406 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1406 · heard — Bryn: Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 1406 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1406 · heard — Bryn: I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1406 · heard — Rook: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1406 · said — I found 1283 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1404 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1404 · heard — Fen: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1404 · said — I found 1547 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1398 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1398 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1398 · said — Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
day 1398 · heard — Rook: I've thought the same. A place isn't a place until somebody is born in it — and more of us means more hands than mouths in a year.
day 1398 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: Day 1398: 1 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..
day 1396 · heard — Rook: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1396 · said — I found 1328 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1394 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1394 · said — Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 1394 · heard — Maren: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1394 · said — I found 2807 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51272 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50896 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50896 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50896 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50896 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50805 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 4 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1406 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50398 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50260 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1400: 10 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50511 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 1398 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50511 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50511 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 1396: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1396 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1396 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1396 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1394 — I counted 27 of us before and I count 26 now. The store has about 50511 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1394 — I counted 27 of us before and I count 26 now. The store has about 50511 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1394 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 1394 — I counted 27 of us before and I count 26 now. The store has about 50511 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1394 — I counted 27 of us before and I count 26 now. The store has about 50511 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.