Fen

man · alive · feeling steady · day 1412

Right now

raising the drying racks 13

energy credits33

fed85

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others71

grit50

curiosity49

stubbornness33

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 282. Today: gathered 2, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 2 · 17.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 16.

Read at the library: raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; see 10 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how; Fen showed me how to get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further; Cass showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Maren showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Bryn showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once.

Conversations

day 1408 · said — Helping Bryn was fine, but we've had forty people for a week and just standing around isn't living. I'm focusing on keeping everyone above ground for the next four days instead.
day 1408 · heard — Maren: Something stays with me, Fen: helped Bryn through a bad day.
day 1408 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1406 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1406 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1404 · heard — Maren: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1404 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 201 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1400 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1400 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1400 · said — I'm set on have 2 real talks with the others today, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1396 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1396 · heard — Bryn: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the drying racks 12 is standing.
day 1396 · said — I'm set on get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Bryn. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1412 — Cass is failing. I can carry 10 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 12 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -62,-92. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51195 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51195 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51195 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51069 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ivar showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50395 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50395 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50395 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50395 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50395 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 1406 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50395 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50395 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50395 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50395 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50395 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50395 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50395 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50395 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50395 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50395 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50395 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50395 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50262 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50262 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50262 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50262 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50262 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50262 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50351 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50351 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50351 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50351 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50351 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 39 now. The store has about 50567 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1396: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of th
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 39 now. The store has about 50567 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1396: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of th
day 1396 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1396 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1396 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1396 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1394 — I counted 27 of us before and I count 26 now. The store has about 50486 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.