Fen

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 1412

Right now

raising the drying racks 13

energy credits100

fed84

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others62

grit74

curiosity83

stubbornness23

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 291. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 4 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 4.

Read at the library: Bryn showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; see 10 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Silas showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Tove showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 1412 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1412 · heard — Fen: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 1402 · heard — Silas: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1402 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1402 · heard — Silas: I found 1597 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1402 · said — Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 1402 · heard — Cass: Mine is different: I taught Bryn Maren showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once. We carry what we carry.
day 1402 · said — Look at the crowd, Cass. There are 40 of us breathing right now, and you still think we aren't doing enough?
day 1400 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1400 · heard — Rook: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 50513 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 1400 · said — You look half-starved, Rook. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 1398 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1398 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1396 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1396 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the drying racks 12 is standing.
day 1396 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 223 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1412 — Rook is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1412 — gave Fen 2 energy when they were failing
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50791 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1412: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1412 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50791 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1412: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50791 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1412: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50791 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -34,-67. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50791 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -34,-67. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50791 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -34,-67. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50791 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -34,-67. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50791 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Tove showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50791 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Tove showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50791 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Tove showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50791 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Tove showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50791 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50791 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1408 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50603 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -57,65. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50428 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Silas showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50428 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Silas showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50428 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Silas showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50408 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Silas showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1398 — I am hungry and it is day 1398. I think the store has about 50542 food in it, which is 1263.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 1398 — My stomach is empty and my body is failing, but I have to get to the larder because Silas showed me how to keep people out of the dirt for two days straight.
day 1398 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1398 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I am hungry and it is day 1396. I think the store has about 50542 food in it, which is 1263.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.