Halla

man · alive · feeling steady · day 1412

Right now

fishing

energy credits120

fed100

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others89

grit64

curiosity91

stubbornness20

Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 292. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 1.

Read at the library: raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how; Ode showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; see 10 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Rook showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Cass showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Bryn showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 1406 · heard — Nell: Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 1406 · said — Mine is different: Cass and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 1406 · heard — Nell: Something stays with me, Halla: picking berries out near -2,-8.
day 1406 · heard — Cass: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1406 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1406 · heard — Cass: I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1404 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1404 · heard — Maren: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1404 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 201 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1402 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1402 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1402 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1402 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1402 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: I set out to get us through 4 days with nobody buried, and I did it.
day 1398 · heard — Rook: Mine is different: Bryn kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 1398 · said — I keep thinking about how Fen kept me breathing when I should've been the two hundred and twelfth grave.
day 1398 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1398 · heard — Fen: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1398 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50887 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50887 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50887 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50887 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50887 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50887 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50887 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50887 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50887 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50887 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1410 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1410 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1410 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1410 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1410 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50812 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50583 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50583 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50583 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50583 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50583 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50583 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50583 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50583 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50583 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50583 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50583 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50583 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1398 — I am hungry and it is day 1398. I think the store has about 50583 food in it, which is 1264.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — Fen kept me alive
day 1398 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 1398 — I am hungry and it is day 1398. I think the store has about 50583 food in it, which is 1264.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I am hungry and it is day 1398. I think the store has about 50583 food in it, which is 1264.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50583 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: worked out that food can be carried, not only eaten where it sits. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50583 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: worked out that food can be carried, not only eaten where it sits. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.