Ansel

man · alive · feeling steady · day 1412

Right now

going to check the larder

energy credits120

fed71

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others69

grit83

curiosity85

stubbornness68

Wants: quiet, and enough of it. Working towards: get us through 4 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 260. Today: gathered 1, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 1 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 7.

Read at the library: Bryn showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; see 10 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Tove showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; how green wood warps and seasoned wood does not; Maren showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 1412 · heard — Bryn: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1412 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1412 · heard — Bryn: I'm set on see 10 of us alive here at once, Ansel. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1402 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1402 · heard — Rook: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 50513 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 1402 · said — Eat, Rook. You're starving.
day 1400 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1400 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1400 · said — Is ten alive too many?
day 1398 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1398 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1398 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1398 · said — I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Rook. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1396 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the drying racks 12 is standing.
day 1396 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 223 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50999 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50999 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50999 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50999 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50999 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50999 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1410: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50999 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1410: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1410 — I have tried to sit with somebody and talk it through 2 times now and we are worse off after it. I am done with that.
day 1410 — I have tried to sit with somebody and talk it through 2 times now and we are worse off after it. I am done with that.
day 1410 — I have tried to sit with somebody and talk it through 2 times now and we are worse off after it. I am done with that.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50797 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50797 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50661 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — settling down to read
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50431 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50431 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50431 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50431 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50431 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 28 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 1398 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 28 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 28 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is get food 28 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is get food 28 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is get food 28 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is get food 28 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50542 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is get food 28 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.