Nell

man · alive · feeling steady · day 1412

Right now

going to eat at food cache 2

energy credits110

fed30

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others94

grit65

curiosity87

stubbornness24

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: see 10 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 223. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 7 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 9.

Read at the library: Halla showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; see 10 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Ode showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Bryn showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once.

Conversations

day 1412 · said — Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 1412 · heard — Cass: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 51166 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 1412 · said — Cass, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 1412 · heard — Cass: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1412 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 1412 · heard — Cass: You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 1412 · heard — Cass: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1412 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1412 · heard — Cass: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 1412 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Cass. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 1408 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1408 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1406 · heard — Rook: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 50509 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 1406 · said — I'm running on empty here, Rook, so tell me the larder isn't as bare as I feel right now.
day 1406 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1406 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1406 · heard — Rook: I'm set on get us through 4 days with nobody buried first, then I'm yours.
day 1406 · said — Quiet day. I'll take quiet.
day 1404 · heard — Rook: Mine is different: Bryn showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 1404 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: Rook kept me alive.
day 1404 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1404 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1404 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1404 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1402 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1402 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1402 · heard — Rook: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 50513 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 1402 · said — I'm about to keel over, Rook. If I check the store, is there actually anything left in there to keep me upright?
day 1402 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1402 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it.
day 1398 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1398 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1412 — I am hungry and it is day 1412. I think the store has about 51069 food in it, which is 928.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I am hungry and it is day 1412. I think the store has about 51069 food in it, which is 1276.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — Cass kept me alive
day 1412 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 1412 — I am hungry and it is day 1412. I think the store has about 51069 food in it, which is 1276.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I am hungry and it is day 1412. I think the store has about 51069 food in it, which is 1276.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I am hungry and it is day 1412. I think the store has about 51069 food in it, which is 1276.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I am hungry and it is day 1412. I think the store has about 51069 food in it, which is 1276.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I am hungry and it is day 1411. I think the store has about 51069 food in it, which is 1276.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I am hungry and it is day 1411. I think the store has about 51069 food in it, which is 1276.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51069 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 4 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I am hungry and it is day 1408. I think the store has about 50533 food in it, which is 1263.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1408 — Day 1408 and we have fifty thousand units of food, yet I’m sitting here with an empty stomach. If I can just keep everyone breathing for two more days, I'll be halfway to my goal.
day 1408 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1408 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50533 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50533 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50533 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50533 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50533 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50533 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I am hungry and it is day 1404. I think the store has about 50533 food in it, which is 1263.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I am hungry and it is day 1404. I think the store has about 50533 food in it, which is 1263.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — Rook kept me alive
day 1404 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 1404 — gave Cass 2 energy when they were failing
day 1404 — I am hungry and it is day 1404. I think the store has about 50533 food in it, which is 1263.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I am hungry and it is day 1404. I think the store has about 50533 food in it, which is 1263.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I am hungry and it is day 1404. I think the store has about 50533 food in it, which is 1263.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I am hungry and it is day 1404. I think the store has about 50533 food in it, which is 1263.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I am hungry and it is day 1404. I think the store has about 50533 food in it, which is 1263.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1402 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1402 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1402 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1402 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1402 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50533 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ode showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I am hungry and it is day 1398. I think the store has about 50533 food in it, which is 1263.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 1398: 1 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get food 29 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 1398 — I am hungry and it is day 1398. I think the store has about 50533 food in it, which is 1263.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 1398: 1 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get food 29 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I am hungry and it is day 1398. I think the store has about 50533 food in it, which is 1263.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 1398: 1 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get food 29 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50533 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50533 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50533 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50533 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50533 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.