Fen

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 1412

Right now

carrying it to the larder

energy credits120

fed68

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others25

grit72

curiosity66

stubbornness88

Wants: to have a house with a door that shuts. Working towards: see 10 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 117. Today: gathered 3, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 1 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 21.

Read at the library: get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; see 10 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Nell showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Cass showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once.

Conversations

day 1410 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1408 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1408 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1408 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1408 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 202 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1406 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1406 · heard — Rook: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 1406 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Rook. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 1398 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1398 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1398 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51191 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51191 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51191 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — We have over fifty thousand food while the population sits at forty; we are hoarding piles of grain when we should be building roofs and feeding new children.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51191 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1406: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1406: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1406: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1406: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50516 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50413 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50413 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50413 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50413 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50413 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50309 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Tove showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50607 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50607 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get food 25 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50607 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get food 25 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50607 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get food 25 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50607 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1396: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50607 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1396: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50607 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1396: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50607 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1396: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50607 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.