Ansel

man · alive · feeling steady · day 1412

Right now

raising the drying racks 13

energy credits90

fed80

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others58

grit65

curiosity31

stubbornness57

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 203. Today: gathered 3, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 4 · 9.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 16.

Read at the library: Tove showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; see 10 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how; Ansel showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Fen showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how; Halla showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 1412 · heard — Cass: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 1412 · heard — Fen: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 1412 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1412 · heard — Ode: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 1412 · heard — Ansel: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 1412 · heard — Halla: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 1406 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 1406 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1406 · said — I'm set on have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand, Tove. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1412 — gave Ode 2 energy when they were failing
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51184 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -37,-25. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51184 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51184 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51184 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51184 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50603 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 32,9. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50603 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50603 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50603 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50603 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50346 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50346 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50346 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50346 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — Every time I walk out past everything we know things go better for us. I keep doing that.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50239 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50239 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50239 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50239 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50239 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50239 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50239 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50239 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50239 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50239 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50239 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50239 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50239 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50239 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50239 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50239 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50239 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50239 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50459 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50593 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50593 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50593 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.