Rook

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 1412

Right now

going over to Tove

energy credits120

fed86

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others93

grit38

curiosity90

stubbornness44

Wants: to have a house with a door that shuts. Working towards: get us through 4 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 203. Today: gathered 2, hauled 1, built 0.0, talked 1 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 8.

Read at the library: raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how; Ansel showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; see 10 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to get food 29 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 29 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Halla showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Fen showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 1412 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1412 · heard — Maren: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1412 · said — I've marked over a thousand spots where we can actually find something to eat, and it seems a waste if I'm the only one who can find them, don't you think?
day 1410 · said — Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 1410 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1410 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 202 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1408 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1408 · heard — Tove: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 1408 · said — Look, Tove, you've pulled me back from the edge enough times that I've lost count. Whatever you've got your heart set on today, just say the word and I’m right there behind you.
day 1406 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1406 · heard — Maren: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1406 · said — I have circled around sixteen hundred and thirty-two places that actually have something useful, and I really think we should go see them together before I forget where they are.
day 1400 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1396 · heard — Bryn: Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
day 1396 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1396 · heard — Bryn: I found 1313 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1396 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1396 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1396 · said — I found 3098 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51182 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51182 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51182 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51182 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51182 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51182 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50822 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50822 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50822 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50822 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50586 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50586 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50586 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50586 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50377 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50377 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50377 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50377 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50377 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50377 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50377 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50377 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50377 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50377 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50377 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50377 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50377 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50377 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50377 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50377 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 110,-21. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50633 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50633 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50633 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.