Nell

man · alive · feeling steady · day 1412

Right now

looking around for anything useful

energy credits20

fed96

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others75

grit87

curiosity82

stubbornness33

Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 215. Today: gathered 3, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 1 · 21.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 7.

Read at the library: Rook showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; see 10 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; Ivar showed me how to get food 28 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 28 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Nell showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once.

Conversations

day 1410 · heard — Rook: Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 1410 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1410 · heard — Rook: I still think about the ones in the ground. 202 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1408 · heard — Rook: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 1408 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Rook. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 1408 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1408 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1406 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1406 · heard — Cass: Mine is different: Day 1406: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 1406 · said — Bryn showed me where the life is in the dirt, and I want to map those spots with you so we aren't just guessing anymore.
day 1404 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1404 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1404 · said — Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 1404 · heard — Cass: Mine is different: picking berries out near -12,-3. We carry what we carry.
day 1404 · said — Something stays with me, Cass: cutting wood out near 3,16.
day 1396 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1396 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the drying racks 12 is standing.
day 1396 · said — I'm set on read 1 things through and understand them, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51000 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 30,-18. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51000 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 30,-18. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51000 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 30,-18. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51000 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 30,-18. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51000 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 30,-18. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1412 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1412 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51000 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51000 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51000 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: cutting wood out near 7,6. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51000 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: cutting wood out near 7,6. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51000 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: cutting wood out near 7,6. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51000 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: cutting wood out near 7,6. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50815 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50815 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50815 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50815 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50645 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50645 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50645 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50645 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50645 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1404 — Every time I keep near the store and the others things go better for us. I keep doing that.
day 1404 — Every time I keep near the store and the others things go better for us. I keep doing that.
day 1404 — Every time I keep near the store and the others things go better for us. I keep doing that.
day 1404 — Every time I keep near the store and the others things go better for us. I keep doing that.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50345 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50345 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50345 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50345 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50357 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -2,-2. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50593 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — We have fifty thousand units of food and enough graves for a small army, but I need to actually finish reading something if I'm ever going to understand why.
day 1396 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1396 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1396 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.