Ivar

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 1412

Right now

carrying it to the larder

energy credits120

fed72

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others83

grit41

curiosity51

stubbornness50

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 183. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 23.

Read at the library: Maren showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; see 10 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ansel showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Silas showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Tove showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Nell showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once.

Conversations

day 1408 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1404 · heard — Maren: Mine is different: Ivar showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once. We carry what we carry.
day 1404 · said — Why is it I can't stop thinking about that talk we had, Maren, the one where we finally admitted just how close we are to the end of everything?
day 1404 · heard — Maren: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1404 · said — Mine is different: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 1404 · heard — Maren: Something stays with me, Ivar: Ivar showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51182 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51182 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51182 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51182 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51182 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51182 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51182 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51075 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51075 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51075 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51075 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51075 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51075 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51075 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51075 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51075 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51075 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1410 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50571 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50571 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50571 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50571 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50571 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50571 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50571 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50571 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50419 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50419 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50419 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50419 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50419 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50419 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 18,-39. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50419 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 18,-39. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50370 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,35. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50370 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,35. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50353 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50353 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50353 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50353 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50353 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.