Silas

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 1412

Right now

walking out to see what else is out there

energy credits120

fed67

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others80

grit77

curiosity62

stubbornness25

Wants: quiet, and enough of it. Working towards: get us through 4 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 159. Today: gathered 0, hauled 1, built 0.0, talked 2 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 3.

Read at the library: get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; see 10 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how; Ansel showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; how green wood warps and seasoned wood does not; read 1 things through and understand them — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to get food 24 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 24 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Rook showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Fen showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Bryn showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 1410 · heard — Bryn: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1410 · said — I found 1638 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1402 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1402 · heard — Fen: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1402 · said — If I showed you all 1597 spots I found where things actually grow, would you finally stop looking for a reason to disagree and just come with me?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51275 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51093 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50982 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50982 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50823 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50823 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50823 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50823 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50575 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is read 2 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50413 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50413 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50413 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50413 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50413 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50413 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50413 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50343 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
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