Cass

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 1412

Right now

carrying it to the larder

energy credits120

fed72

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others54

grit52

curiosity24

stubbornness39

Wants: quiet, and enough of it. Working towards: get us through 4 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 190. Today: gathered 1, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 1 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 10.

Read at the library: Ode showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; see 10 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how; get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; Maren showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Fen showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Cass showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Silas showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Halla showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 1410 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1408 · heard — Nell: Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 1408 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1408 · heard — Nell: I found 1726 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1406 · heard — Nell: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1406 · said — It is day 1406 and we are still just forty souls; I will walk the lines with you because sitting still is just waiting for a grave.
day 1406 · heard — Nell: Something stays with me, Cass: Bryn showed me where things grow.
day 1406 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1406 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1406 · said — I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1404 · said — Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
day 1404 · heard — Rook: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1404 · said — I found 1720 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1404 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1404 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1404 · said — I worked out Cass showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried — you should know it too.
day 1404 · said — I'm set on carry 2 loads back to the store today, Rook. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1402 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1402 · heard — Fen: Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 1402 · said — If we have 40 people to feed, then I should spend my time with Bryn to make sure there's another name to add to that list.
day 1402 · heard — Fen: Something stays with me, Cass: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it.
day 1402 · said — I worked out Maren showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once — you should know it too.
day 1402 · said — I'm set on raise a child of my own, Bryn. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1402 · heard — Bryn: Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 1402 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1402 · heard — Bryn: I'm set on get us through 4 days with nobody buried, Cass. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1398 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1398 · heard — Maren: Here, take this. I'd want the same, Cass.
day 1398 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: I set out to get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further, and I did it.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50895 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50895 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50895 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50895 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50895 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50895 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50895 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50895 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50895 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50895 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50895 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50895 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50581 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1406: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way th
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50509 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50509 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50509 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — talked with Rook
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50509 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50424 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50424 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50366 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50366 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50366 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — talked with Bryn
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50366 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50366 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50226 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50226 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50226 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50226 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50226 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50226 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50226 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50276 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50276 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50276 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50276 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50276 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.