Maren

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 1412

Right now

carrying it to the larder

energy credits120

fed64

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others95

grit46

curiosity40

stubbornness45

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 158. Today: gathered 2, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 2 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 8.

Read at the library: pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; see 10 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; get food 21 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands; Maren showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Fen showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once.

Conversations

day 1412 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 1412 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1412 · said — I found 1599 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1410 · said — Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 1410 · heard — Bryn: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1410 · said — Too many buried. No more.
day 1406 · said — Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 1406 · heard — Cass: Mine is different: Day 1406: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 1406 · said — Something stays with me, Cass: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it.
day 1402 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1400 · said — Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 1400 · heard — Bryn: I've thought the same. A place isn't a place until somebody is born in it — and more of us means more hands than mouths in a year.
day 1400 · said — Something stays with me, Bryn: Day 1400: 10 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1412 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1412 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1412 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1412 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1412 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50985 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50985 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50985 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50680 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50680 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50680 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50680 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50680 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50680 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50680 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50654 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50654 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1406 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1406 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50431 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50431 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50431 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50431 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50431 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50431 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1404 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1404 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50368 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50368 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50368 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1402 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1402 — Carry food out and leave it in more than one place, so anyone can walk a long way and still eat.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50268 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: worked out that food can be carried, not only eaten where it sits. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50268 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: worked out that food can be carried, not only eaten where it sits. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50268 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: worked out that food can be carried, not only eaten where it sits. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.