Halla

man · alive · feeling steady · day 1412

Right now

raising the drying racks 13

energy credits111

fed61

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others79

grit58

curiosity85

stubbornness75

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 36. Today: gathered 3, hauled 1, built 2.5, talked 4 · 1.9 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 12.

Read at the library: get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; see 10 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 1412 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 1412 · said — Mine is different: agreed to help Silas build. We carry what we carry.
day 1412 · heard — Halla: Something stays with me, Halla: I helped raise the clay kiln 14.
day 1412 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 1412 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1412 · said — I want to be the one who grabs someone before they fall over for good, Tove, so tell me if I'm wasting my breath on that.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51297 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -5,-7. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51297 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -5,-7. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51297 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -5,-7. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51297 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -5,-7. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51180 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51180 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51180 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51180 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51180 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51180 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51180 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.