Ansel
woman · alive · feeling steady · day 1412
Right now
heading to the larder to eat
energy credits120
fed27
warm100
health100
Who they are
drawn to others81
grit42
curiosity38
stubbornness48
Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: raise a child of my own.
What they have done
Lifetime contribution 19. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 1 · 1.0 energy spent.
Yesterday they scored 6.
Read at the library: Nell showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; see 10 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how.
Conversations
- day 1410 · heard — Rook: Mine is different: helped Ansel through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
- day 1410 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: Rook kept me alive.
- day 1410 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
- day 1410 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 1410 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
- day 1410 · said — I'm set on get us through 2 days with nobody buried, Rook. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
Inside their head
Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.
- day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50988 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50988 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50988 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50988 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50988 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 1412 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
- day 1412 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
- day 1410 — I am hungry and it is day 1410. I think the store has about 50988 food in it, which is 1274.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
- day 1410 — Rook kept me alive
- day 1410 — asking for food feels like losing something
- day 1410 — I am hungry and it is day 1410. I think the store has about 50988 food in it, which is 1274.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
- day 1410 — I am hungry and it is day 1410. I think the store has about 50988 food in it, which is 1274.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
- day 1410 — I am hungry and it is day 1410. I think the store has about 50988 food in it, which is 1274.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.