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man · alive · feeling steady · day 1412

Right now

raising the smithy 14

energy credits20

fed68

warm100

health100

drawn to others44

grit60

curiosity72

stubbornness45

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

Lifetime contribution 0. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 1 · 8.0 energy spent.

day 1412 · heard — Cass: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 1412 · heard — Fen: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 1412 · heard — Ode: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 1412 · heard — Ansel: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 1412 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1412 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1412 — I counted 78 of us before and I count 78 now. The store has about 51287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: worked out that food can be carried, not only eaten where it sits. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 78 of us before and I count 78 now. The store has about 51287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: worked out that food can be carried, not only eaten where it sits. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — Tove kept me alive
day 1412 — asking for energy feels like losing something