Ode
woman · alive · feeling steady · day 1412
Right now
raising the drying racks 13
energy credits20
fed61
warm98
health100
Who they are
drawn to others71
grit48
curiosity63
stubbornness59
Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: read 1 things through and understand them.
What they have done
Lifetime contribution 0. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 1 · 8.0 energy spent.
Conversations
- day 1412 · heard — Ansel: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
- day 1412 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
- day 1412 · heard — Ansel: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
- day 1412 · heard — Halla: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
Inside their head
Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.
- day 1412 — I counted 71 of us before and I count 71 now. The store has about 51281 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: worked out that food can be carried, not only eaten where it sits. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 1412 — Ansel kept me alive
- day 1412 — asking for energy feels like losing something