Ivar

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 203

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits15

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others89

grit93

curiosity41

stubbornness34

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: keep the fire going, every night.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 0. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 135 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 135 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 134 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: Rook kept me alive.
day 134 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 134 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 134 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: talked with Rook.
day 134 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 134 · heard — Nell: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 134 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 134 · said — Mine is different: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 134 · heard — Rook: Something stays with me, Ivar: picking berries out near -22,52.
day 134 · said — Mine is different: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 134 · heard — Nell: Something stays with me, Ivar: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 134 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 134 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 35 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 133 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: picking berries out near -65,15. We carry what we carry.
day 133 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 133 · heard — Nell: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 133 · said — Mine is different: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 133 · heard — Nell: Something stays with me, Ivar: helped Ivar through a bad day.
day 133 · heard — Rook: Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 133 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 133 · heard — Rook: I still think about the ones in the ground. 35 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 132 · heard — Nell: Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 132 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 132 · heard — Nell: You've kept me alive more than once, Ivar. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 132 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 132 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 132 · said — I found 233 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 132 · said — I'm set on keep the fire going, every night, Rook. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 132 · said — Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 132 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 132 · said — I'm set on keep the fire going, every night, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 132 · heard — Rook: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 132 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 132 · heard — Rook: You've kept me alive more than once, Ivar. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 132 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 132 · heard — Rook: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 132 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Rook. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 132 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 136 — I am hungry and it is day 136. I think the store has about 4610 food in it, which is 1536.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: talked with Rook. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 135 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 135 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 135 — I am hungry and it is day 135. I think the store has about 4610 food in it, which is 1536.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: talked with Rook. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 135 — I am hungry and it is day 135. I think the store has about 4610 food in it, which is 1536.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 135 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 135 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 135 — Day 135. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 676 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Rook. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 135 — Day 135. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 676 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Rook. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 135 — Day 135. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 675 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Rook. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 135 — Day 134. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 644 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — Day 134. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 644 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — Day 134. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 644 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — Day 134. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 644 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — Day 134. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 644 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Rook. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — Day 134. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 524 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — Day 134. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 524 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — Day 134. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 524 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — Day 134. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 524 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — Day 134. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 524 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — talked with Rook
day 134 — Day 134. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 524 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — Rook kept me alive
day 134 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 134 — talked with Rook
day 134 — Day 134. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 524 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — talked with Rook
day 134 — Day 134. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 524 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — Day 134. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 509 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — Day 134. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 509 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — Day 134. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 509 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — Day 134. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 509 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — I am hungry and it is day 133. I think the store has about 4566 food in it, which is 1522.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — I am hungry and it is day 133. I think the store has about 4566 food in it, which is 1522.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — I am hungry and it is day 133. I think the store has about 4566 food in it, which is 1522.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 134 — I am hungry and it is day 133. I think the store has about 4566 food in it, which is 1522.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 133 — I am hungry and it is day 133. I think the store has about 4566 food in it, which is 1522.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 133 — I am hungry and it is day 133. I think the store has about 4566 food in it, which is 1522.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 133 — I am hungry and it is day 133. I think the store has about 4566 food in it, which is 1522.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 133 — Day 133. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 362 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 133 — Day 133. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 362 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 133 — I am hungry and it is day 133. I think the store has about 4525 food in it, which is 1508.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 133 — I am hungry and it is day 133. I think the store has about 4525 food in it, which is 1508.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 133 — I am hungry and it is day 133. I think the store has about 4525 food in it, which is 1508.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 133 — I am hungry and it is day 133. I think the store has about 4525 food in it, which is 1508.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 133 — I am hungry and it is day 133. I think the store has about 4525 food in it, which is 1508.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 133 — I am hungry and it is day 133. I think the store has about 4525 food in it, which is 1508.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 133 — Day 133. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 271 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 133 — Day 133. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 271 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 133 — Day 132. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 238 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 132 — Day 132. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 238 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 132 — Day 132. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 238 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 132 — Day 132. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 213 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Rook. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 132 — Nell kept me alive
day 132 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 132 — talked with Rook
day 132 — Day 132. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 213 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Rook. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 132 — talked with Rook
day 132 — Day 132. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 213 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Rook. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 132 — Day 132. 3 alive, 35 gone, 56 things standing. I know 213 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Rook. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.