Fen

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 202

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits35

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others50

grit77

curiosity56

stubbornness52

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: grow this into a real village.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 0. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 156 · heard — Cass: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 156 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 156 · heard — Cass: You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 156 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 155 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 155 · heard — Cass: Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 155 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 155 · heard — Cass: I'm set on make sure nobody dies hungry, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 155 · heard — Maren: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 155 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 155 · heard — Maren: I'm set on get the store house full before the cold, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 155 · heard — Maren: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 155 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 155 · heard — Maren: I found 104 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 155 · heard — Maren reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 155 · heard — Maren: Something stays with me, Fen: Fen and Cass are mine.
day 154 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 154 · heard — Cass: Mine is different: talked with Fen. We carry what we carry.
day 154 · said — Something stays with me, Cass: Cass came over to talk.
day 154 · heard — Cass: I found 63 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 154 · heard — Cass: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 154 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 154 · heard — Cass: I still think about the ones in the ground. 38 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 156 — I am hungry and it is day 156. I think the store has about 5547 food in it, which is 1849.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 156 — nobody gave me anything
day 156 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 156 — I am hungry and it is day 156. I think the store has about 5547 food in it, which is 1849.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 155 — nobody gave me anything
day 155 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 155 — I am hungry and it is day 155. I think the store has about 5547 food in it, which is 1849.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 155 — Day 155. 3 alive, 38 gone, 56 things standing. I know 120 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 155 — Day 155. 3 alive, 38 gone, 56 things standing. I know 120 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 155 — Day 155. 3 alive, 38 gone, 56 things standing. I know 62 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 155 — Day 155. 3 alive, 38 gone, 56 things standing. I know 62 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 155 — Day 155. 3 alive, 38 gone, 56 things standing. I know 62 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 155 — Day 155. 3 alive, 38 gone, 56 things standing. I know 62 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 155 — Day 155. 3 alive, 38 gone, 56 things standing. I know 62 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 155 — Day 155. 3 alive, 38 gone, 56 things standing. I know 62 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 155 — Maren came over to talk
day 154 — Cass came over to talk
day 154 — Day 154. 3 alive, 38 gone, 56 things standing. I know 46 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 154 — wandering